I'm still in my phase to know beat generation. I read something about Jack Kerouac, William Burroughs and Allen Ginsberg. I've noticed that it's like a puzzle. People are legendary and fiction mingle with life. It is not always possible to separate their lives from the books. Biographical essays talking about adventures in the lodgins of universities, alcohol and other drugs, several kinds of sexual liaisons, projects, ideas, etc. Curious to see: life can coutain several books and books can touch destinations.
I just read "And hippos were boiled in their tanks," wich turns into romance the murder of David Kammerer by Lucien Carr. William Burroughs and Jack Kerouac as the characters Will Dennison and Mike Ryko, alternating write the chapters. For Lucien Carr they created Philip Tourian and for David Kammerer, Ramsay Allen. While I was reading I felt as my task was join loose wires. Kinda disturbing. I never knew very well who was talking, Myke Ryko or Jack Kerouac ( Or rather, if the person, if the character). sometimes it seems that the narrative bring us into it, taking us to a way of bars on the sidewalks of New York. What will we find on the next bar? On the next street? Just around the corner? it may be a bit unpredictable and disturbing but it is almost impossible not to go. It's like a challenge that makes you feel stronger, the tast of life. This is mad as poke a hornet's nest. I think it is a bit dangerous and we need some criteria to poke the life. But I think they should take a special fun in poke it only to see the hornets stirring. Sometimes we have to hurt ourselves to feel more alive or only to see what happens. Eating glass is another metaphor meaning more or less the same thing. Perhaps they wanted to live without safeguards. Just experience.
"Philip mascou bastante o seu vidro e depois engoliu com a água de Agnes. Aí Al comeu um pedaço também e dei a ele um copo d'água para ajudar a engolir. Agnes me perguntou se eu achava que eles iriam morrer, eu disse que não, que não havia perigo se você mastigasse bastante; era como engolir um pouco de areia. Todo aquele papo de pessoas que morriam de mascar vidro era boato."
The whole time they were dirty, houses were dirty, glasses were dirty. Peoples were dirting themselves with life. It's as if they rejected the antiseptic situations. Life, with its situations comfortable or not, easy or difficult, painful or pleasurable is always life and become infected with, is a way to be authentic. While reading I felt piggybacking in this bold move of becoming infected with life.
"Quando ela lhe segredou que o marido era traficante de drogas e mulheres, ele disse: "Meu Deus!" e apertou sua mão. "Você é a mulher mais corajosa que eu já conheci."
Ora, acontece que o Sr. Tourian também tinha os olhos voltados para o novo mundo. Eram tantos os seus negócios que o número de pessoas ressentidas com ele, por motivos reais ou imaginários, alcançava proporções incontroláveis. Aí ele começou a se meter com um funcionário do consulado americano. Desnecessário dizer, ele não tinha a intenção de seguir os exaustivos passos recomendados pela lei da imigração americana."
May books do this. Indeed, this thirst for experiences is very strong in literature. But "And hippos..." does it all the time and in a special way. Contamination is like a main character. To some extent it is interesting.
And the hippos were boiled in their tanks
William S. Burroughs and Jack Kerouac
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